The dog days are over.

I am really feeling the holiday spirit nipping at my nose.

Not only because it's cold but for some reason I feel like taking advantage of standing on cloud nine. 

Or cloud ten.

Half my Christmas shopping is complete and I only have three more to go.

How exciting! I have been busy busy. As you can see with my lack of updates.

As of lately I have been making sure that I don't take things for granted. I squeeze everything out of every moment and I don't let myself forget it. It feels free and rewarding. I just feel unstoppable. I have also come to the realization that my attitude towards things really does make a difference. So I choose to be happy and stay that way. I haven't shed a tear in ages and my anger stays below frustrated. I'd say things are looking up and that is all I ever wanted.

Growing up feels fantastic and I am embracing it the only way I know how.

Being as the year is winding down and I feel the need to say a few anonymous things to some anonymous people. Why anonymous you ask? Well, it makes it that much more fun. 

And may I note that these rambles will be short due to the fact that no one wants to read a novel.

First four:

1: Dear you, Oh how much I have grown with you. I remember the first time I cried in your car and you explained to me all the things I had to do for myself just so I could be happy again. I live for myself now because of you. I have learned so much about the world around me and I am completely satisfied knowing you were the one to teach me all the things you know. I have never felt before what I feel now and I've grown up from it. I never want my time with you to be spared short. I am too intertwined with you. I also want you to know that I would never take you for granted. I am one grateful son of a bitch for having met you.

2: Dear you, I don't think I will ever know anyone else quite like you. You're that one person who has truly accepted who I am without even having to know who exactly I am. You've set me up to succeed and you've applauded the talents I never knew I had. I've become more open minded to different things and different people because of you. You helped open up my eyes and push me in front of a crowd in a small room. I never imagined myself accomplishing what I did. It was sort of necessary in my final year. We shared a lot in the short time that I did know you. Now, I hardly hear word from you but I don't really mind because I'm grateful to have known you.

3: Dear you, I admire you and I don't think you know that. Well, actually I've probably told you that before but either way I'll say it again. It's odd to look up to someone who isn't much older than myself but I do definitely look up to you. We've grown together. Went through phases together and as of right now I am really enjoying this art phase. You are one of my favorite artist. So talented. You've helped me become more carefree and I wouldn't take my carefree days back for anything. It built a foundation for the art I create. I wouldn't re-do any part of our friendship for anything or give it up for that matter.

4: Dear you, You're the kindest person I know. No matter what downfall we had in the past you were always there at my doorstep to say sorry or to hear my rambles on a gloomy day. I know that no matter where I am in this world I can always count on you to be there in one way or another. You're so supportive and honest and I am so glad we've been friends for so long. We have truly grown up together. You are one of my favorite artist as well. The only recycle artist I've ever known. Which is such a talent to have. It makes you, you and that also makes you unique. It feels good to know at the end of the day I have a true friend in you.

If anyone is going to preach anything I'd say to make sure not to take a loved one/friend for granted and never stop reminding yourself of that. You don't need to go through loosing someone to realize that.

Anyway, if I'm lucky maybe I can get a ride down to the plaza soon to take some pictures.
It's been ages and I am withdrawing. Hopefully my next post will be filled with adventures/photos. Lets hope. 

Thank you for reading.