Figuring it out.

It feels refreshing to say I accomplished my mini goals! 

The only one I am still struggling to make

sure I accomplish is to be more creative. 

I feel as if I am trapped in a uninspiring hole. 

Every night I imagine myself creating something beautiful 

but I always end up browsing facebook 

or my favorite blogs and nothing is accomplished.

I just need a refreshing new inspiration.

With that being said I have figured out a part of me.

Without art in my life or lack of it I become 

extremely unmotivated about everything. 

Such as finding a job, getting back into school, 

or enjoying the free time I have. 

When I was in high school I would find my outlet during

class lectures and homework time by drawing and writing. 

My notes were never words, they were just a 

drawing jumble of something that made sense to me 

as I heard my teacher talk. I no longer have that push

and distraction and that saddens me. 

Although, I will say I did graduate 

and made it through high school just fine 

regardless of the how distracted I was with art.

I suppose this is me, figuring out me.

I know people use art as a

hobby or passion but for me,

I am starting to grasp and believe that

art literally runs through my veins.

I may even start posting some 

new writing pieces up soon. 

If I finally find that something 

that kicks my brain into gear.

                            To finish this post off with something more delightful, 

here are some recent cherry photos I took.

I really love the outcome!

 

Thank you so much for reading. 

Goodnight, Wednesday!